‘To my children, 4.50 am. Nice and calm, very lovely with the birds singing so sweetly. It’s very relaxing – spiritual – I am at peace with the world. It has been four months that I have been well – Kevin and David are the ones I thank, and not forgetting Marjorie. I love her as well as you, my David. Sometimes I still feel hurt and sadness because of what happened my love. My children, to the day I die, remember this. I will always love you. I will always love you two – you are my world. David, you make me very proud to have a son like you. Now, I have two sons – David and Kevin. My darling Marjorie, I love you and I am so proud of you. My darling daughter, did I ever tell you that you brighten up the day – my day – every time I hear you. You are so grown up – I love you. Now I have love, I have compassion, I have two sons and a daughter. I will always love you three – you are my children. Love Mum